Former Friend

 While I was walking to catch a ferry home -  
it was leaving in ten minutes -
I ran into a former friend;
someone who I pulled the plug on
a couple of years ago:
the friendship wire frayed from
denial and disrepair.

as always, his dress was casually prosperous 
and well-ironed,
though a bit strained under some
extra weight;
his curly hair set in place
with product,
his eyes tired and porcine.

we shook hands a bit too forcefully,
with the illusion of enthusiasm,
as if nothing had gone down
between us.

I asked him about his succession of jobs;
yes, every one continued to have a villain who
didn’t appreciate his value.
they all started with promise, but ended badly.
he is presently unemployed and collecting again.

girlfriends?
a couple of instant soul mates,
but nothing lasting,
they all have emotional problems.
presently single, but looking.

he bought a new Beemer last year -
posted it on Valentine's Day -
before his latest job termination,
still lives in a small rental in town,
planning to buy a house of his own when…

his mom’s still hemorrhaging his inheritance -
always nothing but the best -
in the best assisted-living facility,
still alive at ninety-seven,
though she doesn’t recognize him when
he visits every couple of months;
he is relieved that mom doesn’t recognize 
his sister either, who visits every day.
he’s gotten a lawyer to protect 
what’s coming to him.

nothing’s changed.

didn’t have much time to answer
what about you?
with more than:
still married, still working, still living in our same home;
but we adopted a rescue dog from Arkansas.

hearing the ferry announced I said
gotta go.

quickly shook his hand and
walked away before the inevitable:
let’s-get-together
or
what happened?

don’t remember what caused the unplugging,
probably was a bunch of small things
that gnawed at the cable;
only knew that the wires were 
beyond repair.

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