The neon flickers, hums like it’s thinking about dying. Inside, rows of forgotten lives hang stiff and silent, waiting for owners who aren’t coming back.
A wedding dress, its veil untouched, waits as if time might change its mind. Beside it, a funeral suit, still stiff with a grief long spent. A stuffed rabbit, its fur worn thin, listens for the voice of its missing kid-
A priest’s robe with a flask tucked in the folds, a scarf still reeking of cheap perfume, a tuxedo waiting for a night that has passed, a silk dress with a bullet hole.
In their pockets a phone number, a pressed flower, a lottery ticket never checked, a note unread, an unopened pack of gum— small, unspoken losses filed neatly among the starch and steam.
Nobody asks questions at the cleaners - some stories don’t get endings, just receipts nobody claims- the winter coat in summer, the summer dress in winter.
Outside, the breeze shifts the weeds against the curb - the last sweater never claimed. No name, no tag, just the weight of something once needed, folded into the dark.
DADDY IS COLD-COME WARM HIM UP. Nothing I do, nothing I feel, feels like it did with you. Who would dare suppose such a thing? The twitching id of perpetual need, a litany of denials— life itself, a fragile compassion.
DADDY IS COLD-COME WARM HIM UP. Nothing I do, nothing I feel, feels like it did with you. Who would dare suppose such a thing? The twitching id, hungry, restless, denying itself, devouring itself. Nothing I do, nothing I feel, feels like it did with you.
A litany of denials— a shivering need— life itself, an unanswered call. A litany of denials. Who would dare suppose such a thing? Life itself— DADDY IS COLD-COME WARM HIM UP.
Of all the things in this store— packs of art supplies, joke collections, a ceramic dish shaped like an alligator— the kid chooses this. A plastic possum, mid-smile, stuffed in a peanut, wheels tucked beneath its shell, a promise printed on the box: Pull them back… Watch them go!
The kid grabs it off the shelf, laughing like it’s the best thing in the world— he holds it up to his dad, eyes full of wonder. “Watch it go!” he says, and with a flick of his hand, the tiny wheels stutter across the counter.
I imagine a designer somewhere, drafting the blueprint for this absurdity, testing prototypes in a quiet room, wondering if the world really needs it.
But the kid tugs at his dad’s sleeve, laughing as the possum shudders forward. And in this moment, yes, the world needs exactly this.
Miksang photography, rooted in Tibetan Buddhism, is a contemplative approach that emphasizes pure perception and deep seeing. It encourages photographers to capture the world as it is, free from judgment or conceptual overlays. By slowing down and cultivating awareness, Miksang practitioners find beauty in ordinary moments—patterns, colors, textures, and light—revealing a sense of harmony in everyday life. This practice is less about technical skill and more about a direct, heartfelt connection with what is seen, fostering mindfulness and a meditative state through the act of photography.
The road pauses here, a breath held too long, where the past drifts in like the smell of grease, clings to the walls, the cracked vinyl seats, ice melting in cheap whiskey, untouched.
The door wails like a lost chord in the night, a bluesman’s lament bending in the wind. Men with faraway eyes sit without speaking, watching the clock melt minute by minute.
Memory flickers in the fluorescent hum, faces blurred, half-formed, unfinished dreams. A hand idly traces the bar’s old scars, as if feeling for the line between what was and what could have been.
Outside, the wind rises, turns in on itself, a thought abandoned before it was spoken, a traveler passing through the dark, caught between staying and vanishing.
The “Priceless Jazz” series is a collection of jazz albums released by the jazz record label GRP Records. The series features compilation albums highlighting the work of various jazz artists, often focusing on specific periods or aspects of their careers. These albums typically include tracks from the artists’ catalogues, showcasing their most significant recordings. The series aims to introduce listeners to the timeless and influential works of jazz legends.
Playlist:
00:00 Pharoah Sanders – Astral Traveling 07:36 Keith Jarrett – Bop-Be 14:30 Alice Coltrane – Blue Nile 21:28 Freddie Hubbard – Freddie Hubbard 27.56 Billie Holiday – Porgy 30:51 Gato Barbieri – Nunca Mas 36:16 McCoy Tyner Trio – Inception 40:41 John Klemmer; Dave Grusin; Larry Carlton -Touch 47:28 The Brecker Brothers – African Skies 57:59 Ramsey Lewis; Ramsey Lewis Trio – Wade In The Water