Closed: quiet respite without demands, propped seatside down on a marble floor, the night’s memory mopped clean, and free from the weight of butted burdens;
A silent narrative underlies her humanness; her every action an overflow of flimsy meaning, every response choked with blather and woes.
No escape of disenchantment from the vaporous mist of her consumption.
Lacking spirit and amazement, she closes her eyes and shaves her head to ward of perplexity.
With weary eyebrows and caterpillar lashes she paints herself for war against not enough; to feel alive, to truly matter, yet is cumbered in the cheerless gravity of discontent that never fades away.
There are unseen forces that oppose motivation and seek to douse the flames of inspiration.
Sirens sound, waking up the dead; thieves are on the run, self-deprivation seems both a cosmic effect and an ethical imperative.
Memories are fragile; they invariably slip away, are easily destroyed, and as you know, motivation can be elusive, absorbing the potency of the cosmic shift.
When you add information, it becomes ambiguous; an odious atmosphere of tobacco, earthly morality, and pickles, connoting nothing pejorative.
The difference between knowingness and knowledge is only the echo of its source; this deliquescence into a comprehensive resonance is, like the slow beating of a giant’s heart, a declaration of ignorance.
Inhabiting a world of their own the waitress grabs the old coot, and with some music and bogus spiritualism she licks the last of the whipped cream off her fingers.