Ancestral Dream

 
Unknown photographer.
ancient camera,
another lost memory along
the family highway.

My dad - 
in his late teens, high school drop out,
newly minted soldier,
sweet incomprehension,
shipping off to the Theaters of Europe
and  North Africa -
posing with his father.

His dad,
in gangster pose;
made a good living as the neighborhood
grocer - 
always drove new black Buicks,
paid cash, of course.
A basement bootlegger during the Great Depression 
he supplied bathtub gin to his side of the town.

With his stern, suspicious Eastern European stare
he wordlessly says:
"My boy,
you’ll find out soon enough.
There will be nothing for you
to smile about 
when you return."

These two impenetrable ghosts,
contrasting gravitas and innocence,
are branded in my wiring,
with meanings still unfolding.

Cathodes

 

Cathode legerdemain: 
emptiness made incandescent,
broadcasting ancient translations,
aural harmonies,
plugged in truths.

Electric shamanism transmitting
the early precepts of confidence,
unleashed modules of song,
tattoo space with drama and invention.

Sonic concussions remain
indelible in their
expansive reach.

Secret Amusement

 

Every source of secret amusement
comes with the cost
of isolation, and
the threat of smugness - 
conviction of a specialness,
a vestige of a
childhood inkling
that, inhaled
like some illicit powder,
maintains that delusion,
when the rough truth
remains: 
it is not so.

This Morning

 
This morning I woke up
to the constant chomping
of the dog chewing
her dinosaur,
steadfastly digging through
the cotton skin
to get to the plastic
squeaker.

For a second
my mind strayed,
attempting to
find a metaphor
connecting fierce,
extinct Triassic
giants to this gentle
domestic creature;

but all there was
was a dog chewing
her squeaky toy
in the morning
before breakfast.