What Remains

The awning stretches forward,
thin steel bones,
holding the weight of absence.
A cracked line of pavement,
its edges curling upward,
a slow retreat
from purpose.

Weeds twist
between fractures,
their stubborn green
cutting through the gray,
a quiet defiance
unnoticed,
persistent.

The sky folds low,
soft with clouds—
no sun,
only a dim light
slipping across the surface,
settling into shadow.

What was here
is no longer here,
yet the space remembers,
waiting,
its silence
a language we
cannot yet speak.

Mount Laurel, New Jersey

Santa in the Corner

Standing steady above the bar,
A red glow against the geometry of walls,
Illuminated through his plastic skin,
Abiding warmth in the darkest nights.

Santa, unswerved amid chaos,
Beckons the timeless mirror of imagination,
Reflecting anticipation,
Bestowing rewards for those

Who sustain unwavering belief in the spirit of hope,
His gaze fixed on it all down below,
An emblem of steadfast persistence when
The season shifts from festivity to memory.

Oak Bluffs, Massachusetts

Rain – December 9, 2024

Rain Chant

The rain drums on tin roofs, a jazz riff of despair,
splattering memories of love lost on cracked sidewalks—
gray skies bleed like forgotten poems,
and the gutters gulp their endless sorrow.

I walk alone, a vagabond of fleeting moments,
shivering under the cold exhale of eternity—
petrichor rising like ghosts of the soil,
their whispers cling to my skin, ancient and raw.

Each drop is a confession, a hymn to impermanence,
washing the graffiti of heartbreak from brick walls—
I lift my face to the storm, let the sky baptize me,
reborn, dripping, but still human, still aching.

Playlist:

00:00:00 The Temptations – I Wish It Would Rain
00:04:58 Irma Thomas – It’s Raining
00:07:02 The Cavemen. – Beautiful Rain
00:10:29 The Lovin’ Spoonful -Rain On The Roof
00:12:38 Eurythmics; Annie Lennox; Dave Stewart -Here Comes the Rain Again
00:17:27 Carpenters – Rainy Days And Mondays
00:21:03 Bob Dylan – A Hard Rain’s A-Gonna Fall
00:27:54 Led Zeppelin -Fool in the Rain
00:34:04 Tina Turner – I Can’t Stand the Rain
00:37:45 Creedence Clearwater Revival – Who’ll Stop The Rain
00:42:12 B.J. Thomas – Raindrops Keep Fallin’ On My Head
00:45:14 Tom Waits -Rain Dogs
00:48:07 Dave Bartholomew; Al Reed – Drops of Rain
00:50:08 Prince – Purple Rain
00:58:47 The Weather Girls -It’s Raining Men
01:02:17 Grateful Dead -Box of Rain
01:07:34 Ray Charles -Come Rain or Come Shine
01:11:13 Jimi Hendrix – Still Raining Still Dreaming
01:15:37 Bruce Springsteen – Rainmaker
01:22:00 The Rolling Stones -Rain Fall Down
01:26:51 Creedence Clearwater Revival – Have You Ever Seen The Rain
01:29:29 Ella Fitzgerald; Joe Pass – Rain
01:21:51 Chicago – Another Rainy Day in New York City
01:34:44 Buddy Holly; The Crickets – Raining In My Heart
01:37:17 Bob Dylan – Buckets of Rain
01:40:51 The Beatles -Rain
01:43:49 Tones And I – Never Seen the Rain
01:48:05 John Coltrane -After the Rain

Stolen Slippers

Footloose,
Untethered,
Stolen.

Or if you believe such things,
Simply slipping through
Invisible portals,
Vanishing without warning.

Worn out steps of dancing feet.
Previously confident ,
Across the path of practice,
Passages of musical time
Indefinitely suspended.

Once loved evidence of  
Masterful pointes and whirling pirouettes,
Retired by inevitable exhaustion.

Hiding in plain sight,
Consumed by the greengrass cloak
Of enigmatic loss,
This mystery of misplacement
Happens to us all.

Like the consequence of stolen moments,
Disrupting the order of things,
It produces a void,
And a haunted memory of things
That can never be replaced.

Dead Whale – July 1, 2023

Saturday
on the southern side of the island,  
just past Leviathan Cottage, 
a dead minke whale washed ashore. 

Word traveled fast;
a steady stream of locals
stopping to gaze,
a sense of awe
permeating the landscape
of seagrass and rocks.

The shape and size,  
contours and textures
of the corpse, 
its briny scent 
not yet replaced by decomposition, 
and especially 
the grand stillness 
of this once living creature, 
emanates a peaceful spirit.

Beached in the bardo state
before body parts disconnect
and dignity surrenders to putrefaction,
there remains
in this plangent reverence
a reminder of what awaits us all,
and the hope
that we too
have lived in grace.

Bloomsday – June 16, 2023

A day in the life
From the morning’s first inklings
Ending with kindness,
Patience,
Forbearance,
And with such comfort and equanimity,
Wandering through life’s many twists and turns,
Perhaps thinking you’re escaping, but run into yourself.

Love loves to love love.
Walking through ourselves, meeting robbers, ghosts, giants, old men, young men, wives, widows, brothers-in-love,
Always meeting ourselves,
To remain humble to learn.

To awaken from a vision as to be born.
Can’t bring back time. Like holding water in your hand.
Can’t change the world, but we can change the subject.

Thought is the thought of thought.
Me. 
And me now.
Be just before you are generous.
Be kind always.
Even in the darkness of your soul,
A darkness shining in brightness which brightness could not comprehend;
As I am. As I am. All or not at all.
…and yes I said yes I will Yes.

Possibilities

I prefer movies.

I prefer dogs.

I prefer On Being Blue.

I prefer to share one secret over a bushel of truths.

I prefer downtowns.

I prefer the company of just one other.

I prefer cheesy organ fills and Fender Rhodes riffs.

I prefer pulling the plug on what no longer serves.

I prefer Tri X to Kodachrome.

I prefer what works without knowing why.

I prefer never having to ask or to answer why.

I prefer replacing things, knowing that all beings are irreplaceable.

I prefer the conviction of guilty pleasures.

I prefer ambivalence and not knowing.

I prefer the tarot to the news.

I prefer living in vertical time. 

I prefer donuts to dollars.

I prefer visiting the dead in my dreams.

I prefer curves and shadows.

I prefer big eyed beans from Venus to black eyed peas.

I prefer intentionality.

I prefer one true note over a symphony.

I prefer The world is all that is the case to It’s all good.

I prefer kindness to crazy wisdom.

I prefer scribbling to chattering.

I prefer noir in all its manifestations.

I prefer stillness and silence.

I prefer fountain pens.

I prefer sacred mornings, scheduled afternoons, and anticipatory nights.

I prefer being at home.

I prefer getting got, with being appreciated a close second.

I prefer the road to the destination.

I prefer the inscrutable calculus of being and doing.

I prefer the source of all sadness.

I prefer the idea of children, and their absence.

I prefer synchronicity and serendipity as portals to the Divine.

I prefer “Close the door and the light stays on.”

I prefer a cocktail of passion and equanimity.

I prefer preference to soul.

I prefer the magnificent illusion of the moon.

I prefer rooting for the underdog, while enjoying a healthy relationship to chance.

I prefer all that is gained through accumulating years.

I prefer levity and gravitas walking hand in hand.

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* This poem is inspired by the popular poem “Possibilities” which was written by the Nobel Prize winning Polish poet Wislawa Szymborska. The poem explains the nature of mankind that every human is different, and so are their preferences. Therefore, one should not try to follow the prevailing trends. Instead, they should create a difference in life, tracking their distinct yet exciting choices.
I invite you to write your own “Possibilities.”
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