
Annie Mulz was a stranger to herself,
feeling that nothing is real.
Asleep in the world,
losing the dice,
unable to play the game;
confused by a love
she never had,
invisible and nobody,
yet she has a name,
and that’s the beginning of something.
A collection of photos and poems interacting with each other in ways both mysterious and obvious.

Annie Mulz was a stranger to herself,
feeling that nothing is real.
Asleep in the world,
losing the dice,
unable to play the game;
confused by a love
she never had,
invisible and nobody,
yet she has a name,
and that’s the beginning of something.

Tendrils from the vegetable wild
prowl unchecked
as they whip and rouse
the stoic boulders,
unmoved by predictable tides
and petulant ocean tempers.
Foreground/Background play
hocus pocus alakazaam
on the plane,
seeding doubts
that what you see
is what
you get.

Adoration,
a fool’s heart smack,
begs for more,
while love endures
its loss.

Unknown photographer.
ancient camera,
another lost memory along
the family highway.
My dad -
in his late teens, high school drop out,
newly minted soldier,
sweet incomprehension,
shipping off to the Theaters of Europe
and North Africa -
posing with his father.
His dad,
in gangster pose;
made a good living as the neighborhood
grocer -
always drove new black Buicks,
paid cash, of course.
A basement bootlegger during the Great Depression
he supplied bathtub gin to his side of the town.
With his stern, suspicious Eastern European stare
he wordlessly says:
"My boy,
you’ll find out soon enough.
There will be nothing for you
to smile about
when you return."
These two impenetrable ghosts,
contrasting gravitas and innocence,
are branded in my wiring,
with meanings still unfolding.

Cathode legerdemain:
emptiness made incandescent,
broadcasting ancient translations,
aural harmonies,
plugged in truths.
Electric shamanism transmitting
the early precepts of confidence,
unleashed modules of song,
tattoo space with drama and invention.
Sonic concussions remain
indelible in their
expansive reach.








Boat dreams,
lofted by some
unreachable promise
of adventure and calm,
and making a fluid escape.
You thought.
Deluded again
by the huckster idea
of the good life.

Antique habits,
flaccid regrets,
dings and notches
of neglected days.

The smell of change,
the shift towards
the stillness of growth.
Brilliant flash
in a last display
of color,
marking the
dry time of
sleep.





