Secret Amusement

 

Every source of secret amusement
comes with the cost
of isolation, and
the threat of smugness - 
conviction of a specialness,
a vestige of a
childhood inkling
that, inhaled
like some illicit powder,
maintains that delusion,
when the rough truth
remains: 
it is not so.

This Morning

 
This morning I woke up
to the constant chomping
of the dog chewing
her dinosaur,
steadfastly digging through
the cotton skin
to get to the plastic
squeaker.

For a second
my mind strayed,
attempting to
find a metaphor
connecting fierce,
extinct Triassic
giants to this gentle
domestic creature;

but all there was
was a dog chewing
her squeaky toy
in the morning
before breakfast.

Clacks and Flashes and Chings

 
All the clacks and flashes and chings,
culture becomes a twittering machine,
lost in distracting cravings from electronic crack,
it’s shattered attention flung everywhere - 
stroboscopic Soma.

Myths are changed
while consensus reality
is distorted;
three dimensions are reduced
to momentary haze;

anger misplaced,
counterfeit pleasure,
sentimentality trumps reason,
truth is played like three card monte,
and consequences are yet
to be tallied.

This is another engraving
on the Bastards’ win list.

Shifting

 
Like everything else,
human connections shift;
from neglect, 
from ineptness,
from the stranglehold 
of family ghosts.

expectations demand retrofitting,
the broken remnants of disappointment
are discarded 
onto the scrapheap
of loss.